anagramofbrat: (Maleficent)
anagramofbrat ([personal profile] anagramofbrat) wrote2010-01-22 09:19 pm

"because good is dumb."

I have just confronted a moment in which I recognized how much of an asshole I could be.

I chose not to be and let the moment go. Generally when confronted with these situations (and they do come up with a fair amount of frequency) I tend to opt to not be a dick. Though more and more as I go on, I'm afraid I do so less out of any sense of morality, kindness, integrity or honor, and more because I fear the consequences. So that just makes me an asshole at heart, I guess, and a wuss to boot. Somehow that's kind of worse.

I wonder what it says about me that there are at least three moments in every week where I find myself thinking that I'd make a fantastic ultimate supervillain if I only had bigger brassier balls... and oftentimes regretting that I don't. I suppose that's a good thing for the greater benefit of the world in general. Don't do much for me personally though....

[identity profile] anagramofbrat.livejournal.com 2010-01-23 06:46 pm (UTC)(link)
yeah I know. Trust me, all the books ever vs not being an asshat... VERY HARD CHOICE.