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Nov. 21st, 2010
Update: not much of one, honestly other than still itchy in spots, sore in others, and have to remind myself that I'm sick and therefore it's perfectly okay not to DO EVERYTHING at once. Seriously, yesterday I picked up around the house a bit and nearly broke down crying cause I had to sit down and rest in the middlie of stripping and remaking the bed. WTH brain? I can barely summon the give a shit to do stuff when I'm NOT sick, how it is I get possessed by a NEED TO DO THINGS when I am and then get frustrated when it's clear that I'm pushing too hard? My neuroses, let me show you it.
Also feeling incredibly guilty about having to miss bells today. I'll feel better when both performances are over but in the meantime, the guilt, I be wallowing in it.
Seriously you guys, I've about had it with this shit. I'm tired, my mouth is sore and fucked up, I'm itchy, I'm stressing about the coming week and just... argh. Not happy right now.
Gonna go pout into my coffee now.
Also feeling incredibly guilty about having to miss bells today. I'll feel better when both performances are over but in the meantime, the guilt, I be wallowing in it.
Seriously you guys, I've about had it with this shit. I'm tired, my mouth is sore and fucked up, I'm itchy, I'm stressing about the coming week and just... argh. Not happy right now.
Gonna go pout into my coffee now.
Update: not much of one, honestly other than still itchy in spots, sore in others, and have to remind myself that I'm sick and therefore it's perfectly okay not to DO EVERYTHING at once. Seriously, yesterday I picked up around the house a bit and nearly broke down crying cause I had to sit down and rest in the middlie of stripping and remaking the bed. WTH brain? I can barely summon the give a shit to do stuff when I'm NOT sick, how it is I get possessed by a NEED TO DO THINGS when I am and then get frustrated when it's clear that I'm pushing too hard? My neuroses, let me show you it.
Also feeling incredibly guilty about having to miss bells today. I'll feel better when both performances are over but in the meantime, the guilt, I be wallowing in it.
Seriously you guys, I've about had it with this shit. I'm tired, my mouth is sore and fucked up, I'm itchy, I'm stressing about the coming week and just... argh. Not happy right now.
Gonna go pout into my coffee now.
Also feeling incredibly guilty about having to miss bells today. I'll feel better when both performances are over but in the meantime, the guilt, I be wallowing in it.
Seriously you guys, I've about had it with this shit. I'm tired, my mouth is sore and fucked up, I'm itchy, I'm stressing about the coming week and just... argh. Not happy right now.
Gonna go pout into my coffee now.