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It's been a rough few days, headspace-wise. Doing my best to truck through it and distract myself from blue funks when they threaten, but it's been a process. Some of you know more than others what all's going on, but honestly a fair amount of it's just being tired and not feeling well and stressed about stuff. It'll pass. Hopefully sooner rather than later, but I know it will be exactly when it needs to happen and not a moment before or after.
Yesterday had a bright point in that I visited![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
grinninfoole for dinner last night after he shamelessly tempted me with farmshare steak. What carnivore in their right mind would turn down such an offer? :) This was also a good excuse for me to come over and pick up the Diamond Comics boxes I'd asked him to start collecting for me in anticipation of the move, and gracious, there were a lot of them. Thankfully Hanzo has a 6 body trunk. But dinner was lovely and we spent the prep time catching up and bitching about life, as we do when we get together. I do rather enjoy friends that make me think about stuff, and since both he and I contend with similar issues pertaining to the easily distracted and also toward letting life drive us instead of the other way around, it's usually provokes good thinky things afterward.
Course, I nearly blew the evening by mooshing the lamp at the end ofgrinninfoole's driveway while backing out. The lamppost seems okay. I thought Hanzo-san was too, until this morning when I discovered he has a rather fetching dent behind his driver's side headlight. I suppose it had to happen sometime, but argh. It's the first time I've ever hit something (we won't count the snowbank I sideswiped while I had my permit), and it happened while I thought I was being super careful, and even though I know on most levels it's no huge deal, I'm still a fair amount of upset about it. That on top of everything else has kinda shot me for driving as I'm noticing that things that I was fine with a week ago are starting to freak me out again this week, which is a pretty good indicator that I need to concentrate on taking care of myself and my brainmeats for the next couple of days and be extra careful if I do have to go out there. Also it's a drükids weekend and I know contending with them when the wiring's crossed upstairs is a big bucket of not fun.
Off to finish my coffee and see about dropping my stress level to points where I can function like an actual human being, if not a RESPONSIBLE ADULT.
Yesterday had a bright point in that I visited
grinninfoole for dinner last night after he shamelessly tempted me with farmshare steak. What carnivore in their right mind would turn down such an offer? :) This was also a good excuse for me to come over and pick up the Diamond Comics boxes I'd asked him to start collecting for me in anticipation of the move, and gracious, there were a lot of them. Thankfully Hanzo has a 6 body trunk. But dinner was lovely and we spent the prep time catching up and bitching about life, as we do when we get together. I do rather enjoy friends that make me think about stuff, and since both he and I contend with similar issues pertaining to the easily distracted and also toward letting life drive us instead of the other way around, it's usually provokes good thinky things afterward.Course, I nearly blew the evening by mooshing the lamp at the end of
grinninfoole's driveway while backing out. The lamppost seems okay. I thought Hanzo-san was too, until this morning when I discovered he has a rather fetching dent behind his driver's side headlight. I suppose it had to happen sometime, but argh. It's the first time I've ever hit something (we won't count the snowbank I sideswiped while I had my permit), and it happened while I thought I was being super careful, and even though I know on most levels it's no huge deal, I'm still a fair amount of upset about it. That on top of everything else has kinda shot me for driving as I'm noticing that things that I was fine with a week ago are starting to freak me out again this week, which is a pretty good indicator that I need to concentrate on taking care of myself and my brainmeats for the next couple of days and be extra careful if I do have to go out there. Also it's a drükids weekend and I know contending with them when the wiring's crossed upstairs is a big bucket of not fun.Off to finish my coffee and see about dropping my stress level to points where I can function like an actual human being, if not a RESPONSIBLE ADULT.
