anagramofbrat | The perils of funemployment

Man, when I was working regularly and I'm sure everyone employed full time feels like this, I always had thoughts like "gee, if only I had the extra time to do blah blah blah." I find it utterly frustrating that now that I'm home during the day again said time STILL is getting away from me. And I know it's purely because the to do lists I make and the tasks I set myself are far too ambitious, or I tell myself I'm going to do too many of them. Like I can't clean my house and yarn my hair and level up in wow and send four bazillion resumes out and bake shit all in one day. There aren't enough hours and I don't have the Celerity discipline. And even if there were and I did? I don't have the spoons. There simply just aren't enough personal, temporal or energy resources for even a quarter, let alone all of the things I want to accomplish in a day. And yet at the end of the day I feel shitty for "not getting anything done."

definitely need some sort of overhaul on my goal setting and list making. And some way of accepting that Not Everything Gets Done At Once.

On the other hand, looking forward to the first reasonably free weekend in a very long time, due to last minute kid weekend reschedule. Pretty much the only things going for me are Burlesque on Saturday (just attending, not working) and a bell concert on Sunday morning. Other than that, all that's anticipated is time to hang with the husband (it's still MASSIVELY weird to me that I have one of those... what?) and work on the various lists threatening to eat my soul. Yay? Yay.

But first, breakfast with the lovely and also funemployed