Delicious

It's like, seventy something out there today, there's a cold breeze shooting through cell23's, and after the overheated misery of the rest of the week this just feels delicious.

Lifewise things are still kind of up in the air and in limbo. Goddamn I hate bank holds! Grrr. I wanted everything all done on monday, here it is four days later and I'm still a big ball of stress and panic. Goddamn I hate money. Praying everything untangles in the next 24 so I can at least have a not panicky weekend. That on top of other things is really decimating my general state of being and mind - cell23 had to pet and spoil me a little bit this morning because my general level of self-confidence was hovering between DISMAL and FAIL... really it's been inching lower the longer this all drags out. Feh. At least yesterday I got to work out some of the stress and feel useful since I'd agreed to baby-sit some of another_murray's stuff in my storage unit until he can get into his new place, so there was some box tetris and an opportunity to check on my stuff, which is all fine, though currently there are a fair amount of spiders cohabitating with it. BUT. Aside from the brief boost of "Feeling Useful!" the trip was good for one other thing which is that I KAN HAS TEVAS AGAIN. hooray for not having to wear socks for a while.

Keeping my fingers crossed that various and sundry other things go off with a minimum of stress today, and that personal shit will unravel for me, preferably before gasket is popped.

Coffeenau, then work.

Delicious

It's like, seventy something out there today, there's a cold breeze shooting through cell23's, and after the overheated misery of the rest of the week this just feels delicious.

Lifewise things are still kind of up in the air and in limbo. Goddamn I hate bank holds! Grrr. I wanted everything all done on monday, here it is four days later and I'm still a big ball of stress and panic. Goddamn I hate money. Praying everything untangles in the next 24 so I can at least have a not panicky weekend. That on top of other things is really decimating my general state of being and mind - cell23 had to pet and spoil me a little bit this morning because my general level of self-confidence was hovering between DISMAL and FAIL... really it's been inching lower the longer this all drags out. Feh. At least yesterday I got to work out some of the stress and feel useful since I'd agreed to baby-sit some of another_murray's stuff in my storage unit until he can get into his new place, so there was some box tetris and an opportunity to check on my stuff, which is all fine, though currently there are a fair amount of spiders cohabitating with it. BUT. Aside from the brief boost of "Feeling Useful!" the trip was good for one other thing which is that I KAN HAS TEVAS AGAIN. hooray for not having to wear socks for a while.

Keeping my fingers crossed that various and sundry other things go off with a minimum of stress today, and that personal shit will unravel for me, preferably before gasket is popped.

Coffeenau, then work.