Rage

[anagramofbrat]

Thank the gods for cars, highways and A/C. No one can hear or care if you're screaming pretty salty imprecations at the entirety of creation at the top of your lungs while going 70mph. Unfortunately I'm home now and don't really have that outlet, and I don't want to waste the gas by driving more. But I'm still angry to the point of hands shaking and shallow breathing, and I have no real way of channeling it right now.

Also this level of rage feels alarmingly similar to me having a panic attack. Interesting.

I'm fine, no there's not really all that much to be done at this point, no you can't really help. I've just had it with money and people and paying for bad decisions past and wondering exactly when along the line I got so goddamn fucked up because this shit don't happen in a vacuum and wondering how in the HAYLL I'm going to fix it.

Taking hug donations. :P



And how was YOUR friday the 13th?

Comments

[maps-or-guitars.livejournal.com]

Hug duly donated. Gonna look for earlier posts to see what happened. Sorry you're so wound up.

[maps-or-guitars.livejournal.com]

Hokay, I got nothin'. Still sorry you're having so shitty a day.

[bottledgoose.livejournal.com]

Yeah, this was a reaction to a flurry of interpersonal drama between 4-6pm and I just kinda lost my shit. I'm better now, and the situations have eased up a bit, but I'm still kinda mad at everything. Just not as actively ready to break open heads over it.

[firinel.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[labmouse.livejournal.com]

Maybe a hug exchange? My first life saving paycheck that I so eagerly waiting for was supposed to arrive today. Instead of a check it was a receipt for direct deposit. Wow, yey, what a surprise!

The surprise was that they left the last four digits off of my account. No deposit at all, direct or otherwise. I was supposed to go to Boston this weekend. Instead I have $11 in my account and have to bitch out HR on Monday.

[retsuko.livejournal.com]

*happily donates a hug*

Gah, sweetie! Sorry it sucked so much!

[bellarisa.livejournal.com]

My day has been interesting to say the least, meanwhile ♥♥ HUGS ♥♥

[kshandra]

Mine was great...up to the point where I got explosively ill and had to leave work two hours early.

*hugs*

[horizonchaser.livejournal.com]

**Hugs** We got pizza. Feel better.

[innostrantsa.livejournal.com]

*internet hug things!* Sorry you had a shitbomb fall on ya.

[khristomophelle.livejournal.com]

Hugs are some of the most effective things to donate, even when the problems have a financial root *hugs*

It can be really hard to work off anger and frustration about something over which you have no control. I would suggest some form of exercise and determination to not let it get to you. While you can't always choose what happens to you in life you can choose your reaction; the problem with that is sometimes the only reasonable choice is to react with anger and outrage.