eeeeyyyurrghggggrrrrrgggghgggrrrrrggggh*

Up at 7:14 this morning. This is promising. Of course, I crashed at 10... I don't know if that's a requirement. But today it's good - I'm up at what I consider "on time."

Unfortunately, that may be all I accomplish today. I don't know, we'll see. I had a pretty major anxiety attack yesterday and about all I was good for was watching enough TV to give me a headache (I think seeing Macy Grey do the Viennese Waltz on Dancing with the Stars might have scarred me for life) and starting an experimental-ish craft project. which did well to calm my head down some. I woke up this morning with the remnants of the headache and a general cranky fuzziness to the head function - lets hope breakfast and coffee will fix that. But I am in no mood to go anywhere, do anything or see anyone, so I think I'll be cancelling my one thing I had to do this afternoon and hiding in my room with the door mostly shut when the roommate wakes up. Today also seems like a good day for a long walk...

Karaoke tonight though, y/y?

* you know, that grunt/moan/noise Sideshow Bob makes when he gets hit with the rakes.

eeeeyyyurrghggggrrrrrgggghgggrrrrrggggh*

Up at 7:14 this morning. This is promising. Of course, I crashed at 10... I don't know if that's a requirement. But today it's good - I'm up at what I consider "on time."

Unfortunately, that may be all I accomplish today. I don't know, we'll see. I had a pretty major anxiety attack yesterday and about all I was good for was watching enough TV to give me a headache (I think seeing Macy Grey do the Viennese Waltz on Dancing with the Stars might have scarred me for life) and starting an experimental-ish craft project. which did well to calm my head down some. I woke up this morning with the remnants of the headache and a general cranky fuzziness to the head function - lets hope breakfast and coffee will fix that. But I am in no mood to go anywhere, do anything or see anyone, so I think I'll be cancelling my one thing I had to do this afternoon and hiding in my room with the door mostly shut when the roommate wakes up. Today also seems like a good day for a long walk...

Karaoke tonight though, y/y?

* you know, that grunt/moan/noise Sideshow Bob makes when he gets hit with the rakes.

wow

So um, apparently cloves are illegal now?

I'm torn. I'm not a fan of smoking on general principle, but I'm really not sold on this whole "gateway" theory of drugs and tobacco use. It seems dumb in this case especially since they left the menthol cigs alone, probably to stave off complaints by Big Tobacco (and protect their profits from niche market manufacturers). And I admit, while I don't smoke them myself, I absolutely love the way cloves smell... my little goth heart is weeping.

One more thing out of many to pout about today, I guess.

wow

So um, apparently cloves are illegal now?

I'm torn. I'm not a fan of smoking on general principle, but I'm really not sold on this whole "gateway" theory of drugs and tobacco use. It seems dumb in this case especially since they left the menthol cigs alone, probably to stave off complaints by Big Tobacco (and protect their profits from niche market manufacturers). And I admit, while I don't smoke them myself, I absolutely love the way cloves smell... my little goth heart is weeping.

One more thing out of many to pout about today, I guess.